currently...i'm feeling more of nervous than excitement..don't really dare to work out what emotions i'm having....so afraid it might not be what i expected..eTc etc....

updates on work

so far..i'm getting the hang of it...i believe those mistakes that i'm constantly being reprimanded on are corrected...( i guess)..however i have a difficulty...which is to convey what i wanna say to those above.LOL...everytime i finish a sentence..i will tell myself..i bet they don't understand me..LOL...and they really do...hmmm..guess i should work on it..

one of officers left us...( i guess such activities will be common)hmmm...gradually all will be leaving one by one...including my mentor...hmmm..guess i should learn how not to rely on them but myself...like when i noe either one of them(my mentors i mean) are not working..i will feel very uneasy..LOL.....

another thing..superstitious..

not that i wanna be puang dang while at work..but seriously..when 1 unhappy event occurs..in the morning..it will happen throughout the day...Zzzzz..that's when i will start to pray time flies fast please!!!!..

we had training last week..many were unhappy in their own branches...i have no comments for some..but after hearing many other comments...i have some thoughts for one..

i bet she must be having a hard time when people can't take it lightly for the other issues that makes up the behaviour...this is not set by us...and we just join the company not knowing about the scheme and unfairness thing....hope she can cope well..=)

nothing is perfect..

one very motto that i learnt..is to take ownership..

shall not elaborate on that...but yea..i think that lets me lead my life at work easier...=)

i read some horoscope...that states april and may will be a busy month for me and looks like it really are...

hope everything will go smoothly for me...=S

nights...