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Stagnant I should say.. The first week its good..it seems I'm pretty useful Second week too..as usual...A little praise here and there 3rd week....quiet but ok.. 4th week..stagnant... It's already 1 month of work! That's indeed fast! However, I 'm like pacing into a own world mode... I'm pretty happy this way..however, I felt guilty...I want to take my initiative to do something that my boss didn't ask me to do but somehow the job that he gave me that is on going is pretty tough to finish it fast, chop chop. Is it me oR? ok now's a great start..I'm finally moving into the motivation mode..constantly replenishing the knowledge that I don't wish to update on.. I know that the economic has lots of impact on people, government, banks, countries.. BUT i don't know how serious it is....as I'm not one of them..and I seriously can't be bothered.. i changed my attitude towards it but I guess it can't do much to curb my spending..lol.. I'm craving for it....i'm really craving for it..argh I shall not say what i'm craving.. kind of superstitious..I realise that those things that I say I wanted it here or make it known to people..i will never achieve it..ARGH.. it's best to keep it in my heart... until I have achieved it..then I will disclose it here.. I have so many so many things that I want to do but I have not started anything as I don't know where to start from..I think I should write it down and think carefully are those what I really want to do? It's time to really think of what I want and to do it..not stopping half way changing of habits is part of it. |