|
misses
Instagram
twitter
disclaimer
Layout made by tkh. Removing any credit is shunned upon. Please keep credits intact, only dummies would remove them. You aren't a dummy right?
Add your end of the disclaimer here, be nice, firm, assertive etc etc yada yada yay blogging. |
My mood for the day dropped to 10%.. I wonder what can I do to make myself feel better.. I raised the white flag without even trying. and that's me.. I'm reaching the age of 21.. N till now..I'm still relying on my luck.. If I don't have confidence in it..I will pray.. I read a few post on those that I wrote for my O levels..which I totally screwed.. None... I achieve nothing of my own effort... everything come as if they ought to be here.. I will only regret when the event is over.. and when it's nearing..I will always say..it's okay nvm...cannot then cannot lo.. Never once..I will say..GOD damn.I want this!I definitely want to get it.. Yes..only to those materialistic stuffs.. I really hated myself. I'm given another chance...but I'm just simply tossing it into the sea without hesitation and letting the god to decide if I'm suitable or not.. How can I be like those people... who strive for what they want Who put in their utmost in everything they do? Who has the "never say die" attitude? I'm definitely not one of them.. Inspired to be one of them I shall remind myself.. Luck is not my liability and I shall not rely on you ..I must not! |