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  a late post for 2009
every year...i would be so enthusiastic...to welcome the New year....the year with different obstacles...different events..different surprises that i've yet to know...different fustrations...different me....

this year...its quite unsimilar......

i didn't go to watch the fireworks..
i didn't join any countdown events
i didn't feel the excitement even i see the fireworks in real
i didn't count down with the celebrities on the tv...
i didn't really gave a warm welcome to 2009

its more like...stepping into a new world that i've yet to explore...

fear
unknown
new
anxiety
demoralised

there are too many things that had happened in 2008....

with all the political events...natural disasters...etc...

my life totally screwed..
time not used wisely...
n i've forgotten my resolution totally...lol..but i guess its the usual ones that i've not attained..=(
there are so many things that i've not done and so many things that i've done that i regretted badly...

I felt lethargic...really tired...lost..
when can I really make up my mind..to know what is my next step..

i gave myself close to a year to think..
But no decisions made...
everything seems unattainable...
felt pretty uselesss...

Shall really do something this year.....i hoped..

i'm not going to make any resolutions..as i'm pretty sure...it would be thrown back deep in my mind...

WIshing all a good Year this year!Happy new year!

this is wat i did during new year eve...on this very day..its my last day at work...distributed the gifts to all the colleagues who had made my life at ease while working..fun people...=)...everyone thought that i'm giving them because its new year..lol..

had buffet sessions later..N photo sessions..will update again!...thanks people!
had a gift from someone..N i love it alot!thanks thanks!


we had our dinner at great world city...den we watched IP man at thiong bahru n rushed home to see the count down on TV n the fireworks out of his window...LOL...nothing much..

the dinner N movie its with his family...ok..that's something different....lol

went to genting right after new year...to really sort out my thoughts..and give myself a break..
it was quite fun to go out with the kiddies..
N i finally get to step into CAsino!..was checked at my last entry N they said that they follow by birth date..*rolled eyes

I didn't get to gamble much...N i was super pissed...n fustrated...
its hard to curb my anger...its really tough
i think i really need to think about that too...

its my first time going with my brother n not my sister..N so we tried lotsa of stuffs

-archery
-laser mirror (a real waste of money)
-pool
- bowling
-shooting game(used the M16..n i got 0 all the way tt the person gave me another round)
-bumper car

this are the stuffs that i wun do if i'm going with my sister lol...
its fun!..we wanna try the flying thingy..but the weather not in our favour n we wanted to try the rock climbing..but we went with stomach full..so we gave it missed..

shall upload photos later on!


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