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i realli admire adam alot.. he can totalli discard the "WHAT to dO" feeling... he can always standalone.. without feeling lonely.. but i can't! how i wish i can do it. we both have the same character but only diff is...i'm afraid of loneliness.. today is my first day of work.. what makes things worse is most of my job scopes are..ADMIN.. i'm super duper furious!...the recruit lady told me that its mostly on photoshop but..its not!..aRGH.. i'm facing excel for the whole god day.. but thanks... time flies fast... tt's for the first day onli.. i can't imagine for the next 85 days... n i can't rely on the thought of money cashing in... as the pay isn't what i wanted as well IF I NOE ITS THIS WAY..I RATHER GO FOR THE BANK JOB..which will pay me higher ARGH.. and another thing... I WILL NV SEEK HELP FROM R.A AGAIN...EVER EVER AGAIN!.. lucky its onli 4 months for me n i realli hope for miracles to happen..ARGHHHH feel like screaming.. crying.. throw anything visible..!!!! ARgHH y will i always feel this way..haix..i felt so useless...sianz...the first day is always so reluctant.. but the 2nd day is even worse...LOL full of complaints.. but to end a day.. my so called boss..gave me a mug...LOL...i felt glad thou..but now i dunno what to do..ZZZZZZ... lazy to explain ..nvm den.. haha sianz.. sianz.. sianz.. how i wish i can live in my own world |