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  things to ponder on
my small brain are filled with loads of things

none of all..but worries..

aRGH

1st..

of coz is adam heng...but looks like he is doing well..coping wif the amount of physical loads everyday...his bunkmates were good...glad to hear that...
i'm actually quite worried of him not making any friends..but that's close to impossible..N of coz..a black sheep in the team..
lucky tt none befalls him..=)

he is starting to grow!..i mean mentally..ok ya..physically too..more muscles built!lol..he is so fussy bout the taste of the food..hygiene and all..now...he doesn't care bout it anymore..hee

tt's good..

n the + point..the super old habit of his!...is gradually receding..GREAT!..hahaha

but i'm still worried of his health...whether if he can tolerate the stress not...afterall..he onli run 2-3 clicks a day previously..haha

2nd...

my house....
there so many problems..but yet no solutions..which ever way we choose..it will always come to a dead end..ARGH
plus my mum always oppose to what we say..ARGH..
she nv even try n she just deny our suggestions...zzz...N she always say this sentence

you think this is childplay ar...so easily solved?...if like that..we won't have this problem..

i'm like rolling my eyes...this problem won't be there..if you all take action earlier!...zzz..ok..watever..is up to them to decide what they want next..after all..i'm only a child of theirs leeching on their incomes...sounds like a super spoilt brat..

i totally gave up..aRGH

3rd..

which path shld i choose..

WORKing????? or Study????

haiz..i've ponder this for a long time...ARGh...though mum has given me green light..but its still a hefty sum..n i'm not sure if it will be the right decision..

yes...i wanted to study on that...n i'm pretty much sure tt i wun give up..but i'm still afraid..ARGH...

how how how??????

y must we always make decisions...i ABHORRED IT!

haiz...my mind and my heart aint..sychronizing..


will as for work

wif my current qualification..i can't find the job i wanted...
i dun like the job that my dip allow mi to have...


WATS WRONG!..ARGh!!!


4th...

no money how??

i got so many things to buy
i saw a swim suit which so PRETTY!!
i saw a super cute goggles to match it !!
i wan buy slippers!
i wan get a new wallet!...arGHHHHHH
i wan to go for short courseS...dancing!...

I WAN EVERYTHING!...to end my desires..that's the eeasiest sentence..lol

without adam around..subconsciously...i seems to love everything i saw..lol...n have the temptation to buy..lol..

without him...there's no one to pour cold water on me....making feel so miserable...lol..i still miss him de ar..haha



ARGHHHHH

VENT VENT VENT!!!!


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