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so demoralised...i failed my TP....n the worst part ish...i mount kerb... i didn't mount kerb at all when i'm learning...wats more its at directional change...goodness...lol...was so depressed when i mount the kerb..the tester n i gasped...i was like still praying if i get another chance..but i doubt so..as..i made even more mistakes thereafter...the tester was good..to give mi guidance...hmmm...saddening... got the feeling tt i wun pass..m not nervous..as well as fear..this isn't good...as..i can't feel a thing.. have booked my second test date...shall see wat will happen... cousin consoled mi by saying...a person i knew...failed 10 times be4 he pass..i wonder when will be my turn...its destined de ba..hahahaa...conditions not of my favour... how to have the same confidence i had when i'm learning as well as for testing?... but i couldn't imagine myself driving my dad's car around.. sorry dear...intend to bring u to labrador park..which ish somehow my dream to go there..as..the onli way to go there ish by car..hopefulli i can drive u there..be4 the MRT ish being built.. last but not least...CONGRATS TO LIN!!..U DO US PROUD..HEHEHE...when can u drive us around ar???.. next to go..ish ru..jia you!..hehehe..hers ish manual...so jia you yea!...hehhee.. now m worried of my first day of work..tryin to forget bout the fears i have..everytime..when i'm going for the first day thingy...first day of skool..first day of something..lol...arghhh...simply hate this kinda feeling...i dunno y..after so many years of first day..i still get the same feeling all over again.. i need a break...of everything...seriously... arghhhhh gimme a break...gimme a kit kat! super mixed feeling....confused..glad...fear...nervous...unsure..prayers... i will tell myself..i can do it de..!.. lim jie min..jia you beh...i will always be there for u... sound crazy uh?...but i felt its useful... i have so many so many things to pray for this year..lol...previously when i go to temple to pray..i always prayed for the same 3 things..now...i have to pray for like so many so many things..arghh..i hate to depend on luck..but unfortunately..most of the tings i prayed for depends on luck... hopefulli..it wun diminish...=) |