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  haiz....dwn period
hmmm..today went to cash vouchers n all...finalli get to cash le..haha..hmm..den went to makan n as usual photo hunt den cum home le lo..watCH tv n all..hmm..now still everything ish not done yet...haix...feeling kinda emotional rite now...haix.....

i'm getting tired of this life le

ish like practically working n studying working n studying...i dun wan to gif myself time to catch a breathe n to take a rest...it seems tt i'm not avoiding...BUt..in actual fact..i'm avoiding...but i do not noe wat i'm avoiding...the onli word i can describe my life now..ish shagGEd n completely no life...haix...hmm...i guess...the final blow of this breakdwn ish...my klass frenz....n abit changes in mi...

haix...now there r like pple saying wat disliking others or so..hmm....which i tot it wud neber happen..i realli hate seeing things like this..which always makes mi the nuetral role...haix...ok...prob if i dun ask..den i wun noe anything...but i juz can't see things getting worse or so...but i dun haf the power to change everything rite now....time realli sees the true color of each another...whether hu will be ur life long fren..n hu ish not...y cant everybody juz treat each frenz neutrally n catagorising ur frenz?...hmm..i dun get it...we might be smiling away..shooting each other...but some ish already building up grudges or so...shucks...i dun like this...can't we all juz be frenz...without much tots..whether i hate this or i dislike this or so?....since we r in the same klass...can't we juz more forgiving n give way.....haix..ok..i noe all has stepped back..juz becoz we r classmates....hmm..suan le ba...

as for my changes...i'm getting more n more str...watever i dislike i str say..ish like..i'm void of feelings rite now..i tried to recall whether wat i've said hurt anyone..but i can't anymore...coz i dun feel anymore...wonder wats the pro wif mi..the onli feeling i feel ish a little guiltness when i shoot pple..coz ish like getting abit sucks.wAHAHA..seh lo..hmmm...i dunno this ish good or bad....guess i realli need to rest 1 day..i mean the whole day...to realli get hold of myself again....my mind ish running wild...as in uncontrollable le..waHAHAHA....shAGGEd...

ok..after this..once.....fallen...gonna stand up again le ba..hopefully i can...n i'm not stressing myseLf...hmm...m i ?...i dunno..WAHAHAHA...ok..end


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