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last 3 days.chalet.emotional.kinda end of chap..
hmmm..firstly i would say wat i feel bout this chalet...ish kinda small..but cosy...haiz..i do not noe y tt this time round tt time realli past quite fast...though when we were playing..i dun feel so..but after i reached home n all..i realised tt it realli past quite fast...hmmm...this chalet ish kinda diff frm the past few chalets...hmm...the atmosphere....got a kinda tense feeling..ish like everyone ish veri sad sort of...hmm...ish like we were all trying to make this chalet fun..n lotz of laughter..not to remind each other tt we r leaving this skool..n the chances of hafing a chalet..wif everyone around ish kinda difficult...hmmm..could see tt lotx of pple ish hafing lots of tots...hmm..not onli becoz of tt but other matters as well...for this whole chalet...walking takes up also half of the whole content liao..haha..hmmm...we went out at nite..n chat for bout 2-3 hrs?..think so...pei suggest a so called game...saying how do u feel bout each of us...hmm..n it started frm pei..n end wif ct...haha...everyone had almost the same opinion towards each of us..haha...but at least we get to noe...how we felt for each other...-ve n +ve pts...hmmm...but den st did not participate fully..which kinda let the whole thing abit ahem..but still ok..after all..hehe..hmmm...after tt we went back n continue to chat..haha..but the no. ish getting lesser..haha..ite..onli mi n li were chatting...hahaha...we tok bout wat we did in the pri skool period..n sec period..ish kinda fun..toking bout wat we did..haha..saying the funny things..hahaha...after tt we went to cycle again..wif ct n jc..hehe..we went out too late..not able to get to see the sun rise..hmm..it ish such a waste sia..hmm..as the scenary there ish kinda beautiful..n no boats out there to block the view..there ish la..but den not like pasir ris like tt lo..haha..hmm...den at nite we had bbq ...blasting the music...atmosphere not bad..hahaha..cooking eating laughing dancing..hahaha..we also ending up taking hot dogs n other food to yam seng..ahahaha...cute sia..haa..but den dunno y suddenli lin like got lotz of tots..sitting at the playground by herself..hmm..ask her..of coz she didn't say..hehe..den yen also did tell us smthings...hmm..which let mi feell abit ?sad?..hmm...something ish like making mi to haf difficulty in breathing..hmm..scare of nt able to control my feelings..i decided to go cycle..so coincidence..tt jc wanna go too...hmm..den we went together..we tok quite alot..bout our tots...hmmm..den was kinda feeling betta after pouring out..wat i wanna say..hehe..den yh called...weeEE..haha..realli miss her sia..hehehe..gonna wait for so long den she will be back..17...hmm..quick cum back!!..haha..den we play the zhong ji mi ma..hahaha..km was like saying..everyone ish like trying to get forfeit..hahaha...mi li st n him...tio alot time sia..esp li n st..hahaha...taking turns to get tio..hahaha...but we did not haf forfeit ite..hahaha...oh ya..in the afternoon..we use poker card to play truth or dare..haha..but we onli played dare la...hee...den was like zhenning each other..haha..some ideas ish i gif one la...in the end was like kanna zheng back..haha..den we stop the game..ok continue at nite de..after playing the game n all..we went out walking again..aha..we walk till dunno wat jetty ar..haha...on the way..we gals n the guys were kip trying to grap the ball..of coz the guys get to hold on to the ball most of the time la..haha..so tiring sia..haha..after tt mi n dy..kip running..jumping about too..haha...this ish the first time..i dun feel so chuan sia..haha...also got zai yen in to the bedok jetty n out..haha...trying to ride fast..haha..coz she scared..her fast ish damn slow sia..hahaha..but den mi not so strong..so onli fast till a limit...hee...hmmm...den we walk back..of coz...hmm..den when reaching the chalet..haben reach la..still a dist a way..so called heard a car crush..could say it ish a minor one la...i do not noe y...my heart n mind were all filled wif fears...could say this ish my first time reacting tt way..lucky..yen lend mi her arms...thanks yen..hehe..i do not haf past incidents..but i dunno y i would reactt this way..hmm..ish like something bad would happen to mi or the others tt r my dearest..tt i'm afraid to face..hmm..this ish the first time i do not haf the feeling of like wanting to extend the days of chalet...had mixed feelings for the 3 days...kinda moody too...everyone ish like playing a mind battle..couldnt guess wat each of us was thinking...hmm..lots of misunderstandings too..haha..like pple mistook mi n jc...hmm...think i shld clarify here...jc n mi were veri close..becoz we onli treat each other as brother n sister..haha..dun tell mi bro n sis..cannot be gum one ma..haha..a guy n a gal being good wif each other ish not necessary bgr matters..hahha..but this applies to mi n jc nia..hehehehe...for the 3 days chalet..hehehe...ok..my last sentence to end the whole blog of chalet..haha...i noe tt opportunities were created..but we ended it wif our hands...may our life will be as fulfilling in the future ba...jia you everyone...next yr..we sure to haf a chalet wif everyone around..!
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